Thursday, September 6, 2007

knock knock!! whose there ? Sir: job for you

Too good a day for me though. Never had a plan to sit for the company, sleeping happy in my bed,my friend Arjun comes and woke me up and asked me to go the company, just freshen up myself and went for the PPT of a software company , over there was busy in seeing a girl,whom i liked when i was in 2nd yr. In the whole PPT i was just seeing her didn't listen to a single word about the company and its details. Later it was the time for written test. I was planning to go room and sleep, my friends pulled me up for the written test, heard it was a aptitude test,thought why not just give a kick and enjoy it. Sat for the paper, the instructor gave us the details about the aptitude paper and it was 15 question in 30mins interestingly it had even negative marks, was shocked about it. Well, the time started for the aptitude. I was zapped in the 1st question itself, was like totally confused,because people here are practicing for aptitude from long time and over here i thought i will practicing in this test, all 15question was out of my way,it was like a nightmare for me. Started solving some of them,1 or 2 i copied from my neighbors and some i solved of my own, later i started talking to neighbors, the invigilator screwed me and asked me to go out of the room, i did as they asked me to do,i just solved some 7 of them out of 15, i knew that will never make through. Came to hostel chatted with friends for a while and went to sleep,few minutes later gets a call from one of my friend and says come immediately to conference hall,i just ran to the place. They gave a form and asked us to fill it. I though after that they will allow us to change the cloths but they never let us to go out of conference hall, it was kind a weird situation. Everyone over started calling there friends asked them to get formals,even i called my friend Arjun to get the formals he got me and then i wear it ,in one of the office,now i was partially formals, with out bath,shave and shoes. I was waiting for somebody to give me the shoes after they are through the interview, later a buddy finishes his interview comes out,i could see the shoes in leg, i asked him and lucky he gave me the shoes and it was of perfect size. Within no time they called me for my interview,went in sat there,felt like out of this world, with total confidence sat there and i was ready to face the interview. Basically it was kind of HR and he asked me about the leadership, without any preparation and with a sleepy face i said some bullshit,he felt the answer, he was impressed by that, he said its GOOD, i felt happy it made me to increase my confidence, later some more question from here and there, at last he asked me to write an essay,i was shocked for a while,what the hell is this, but lucky the topic was so sweet, he asked me to write about Himachal, i kept on writing,after a while he asked me to stop,but i asked for few more secs to complete my sentence then later he asked me to leave, instead of leaving just like that, like a mutt i asked him, sir whats your name, a sudden question even for him, am sure even he felt like out of this world, he said why do u want my name, i could find any reason to say but said to him that, i want to know the persons name who took my interview, he smiled and said Rahul. Even i smiled and left the room, came out,everyone started asking how it was and what all they asked and all those question, i said something and one of my friend Nistan jain pulled me a side asked me to relax, he was the one who built my confidence before and after the interview. The interviews where over and they asked all of us to come and sit inside the conference hall for the results. So one of them had results and he started answering the names, lucky the 1st name was mine,i felt like shouting then and there itself but controlled my self,10 of us got placed and we started hughing each other with happiness, it was an awesome feeling. Then we sat down,one of the sir called my name and said what u wanna say at this moment, i just stood and said i am happy and i have no more words to say, everyone started laughing even i laughed and sat down. That how the i got my job. Being a meddy i got a software job. Its true don't over confidence for everything just wait for your day and success is at your step.

D-102

Well 1st year in NIT Hamirpur, scared of seniors and away from home with quite far distance. Registered in college, got a room in Kailash boys hostel, room no – C-102. A triplet full of karnataka gang including me.
Well my friend said there are some seniors asking me to come into the room to give an intro about myself,because i was joined late as i went to home after the registration, so i was full ready to get raged, the venue was room no D-102, where in the room in filled with quite a no peoples and they asked me to introduce myself and made me sing and dance like a mutt i did everfriends and an entry for holy room no D-102.ything later came to know that those seniors where all my batch mates played a prank on me. Well got to know few more
This room has its own charm in its own way, i was still thinking till the end that whose room is this, as its always filled with different states people with all different kinds of activities.
Initially it was named as club where in one of my friend had tape recorder, and had quite a few rock songs like G &R, iron maiden, but other people had cassettes of regional language like Telugu,tamil.
They played the songs almost everyday and it got its name as Club.
But later this room was introduced by TT where we joined 2 tables and played table tennis(TT), this is where i learn playing TT. Along with TT, my other friend had a Nanchacku and he was an expert in that, he thought me some basic moves of using Nanchaku, where in my practice session i broke a class of the room and got a fine of 600rs but which i never paid in the end.
But when ever you give a visit to this room, you will find some people sleeping, and next time he is not there from few days, and his place is taken from somebody, you cant imagine what room was this, you can call it as a club or a common room or a rest room. All these words had a same meaning for this holy room D-102.
Well after few days this room got a Computer from 1 of our Tamil nadu friend, where they played good movies of Tamil and it was translated too, so that everyone could understand it. And along with movies we had a gaming session, like mortal combat, where 2 people is to fight on PC to win a game and i loved this game as its 1 of my fav comp game.
Later the time was getting faster and faster, the end of D-102 was near, so everyone out here started telling there weird weird experience in there life, well 1 experience of 1 of my friend was a kind of horror,it was a horror death case, but other friend used this situation hooked up a fake horror story and said it, gained everyone's concentration, and at the end a scream of high intense where everyone out there some people jumped out of bed, some suddenly covered there face and some ran away, it was a real fun out there.
That it, the exams came, finished very soon, got a new room in other hostel and pushed to that room where the end of the great holy room D-102 came to an end but the memories never ended and will never end too. Hope the next new peoples enjoy the same way as we enjoyed in it.

Love equals Zero

well come to the new generation of life. well something remain same and some things changes.
well am interested in speaking only about the change in the word "love",which meant sacrifice or courage to maintain a relation but now a days the meaning of love has totally changed,
if some one say "i love you", it only means that he is interested in him or her for to fulfill his or her satisfaction or needs and nothing apart from that. if he or she says am ready to leave my family or my everything for you, than its for sure that, this relation is not working anymore.
well, in earlier days peopled loved each for the attraction but still they did try to maintain there love, for giving there life or for others happiness, that was a true love.
and if you speak of love at this stage,it has no value. the proposal should be like "am in love with you for few days(say 30days or 45days)"so that you can at least be truth full to other, instead of saying am ready to give my life to you, it will be like a joke.
the words" i love u" which has lost its real meaning, its just a attraction to fulfill the needs of each other needs or desire or to accomplish the loneliness and nothing else, that's what i would called it at this movement. the one whom you really likes,for those relation in which you don't use 'i love u', those relation works for long, they stay in your heart for ever and they have respect for each other, which doesn't exist in between the lovers. its such a kind of respect where in one really cares for others, you don't have to pay in anyways, happy life without any bonds, trust each other very much. share happiness and sorrows much better then needs.
Well let me introduce a new relation might sound weird but its the fact, its called bouncing relation which is going on that this movement, where in your in love with somebody and suddenly you see a different girl or a guy, and start liking him more than the previous one. And give no meaning to the previous relation.
If you really think that movies are the fact of life, yes up to some extent it is but the way its happening there is totally different, i feel there is no difference between those kids who acts like shatiman after seeing the show, i mean rotating like him and the youngster who see the love story movies and try to act like those hero's totally same,but those kids came in tv where as these youngster remianed there get more and more experience in there life, thats how the situation is right now.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

know things acts unknow sometime

Why cant be life like we see it songs and movies…why should we have to care about the money so much, I hate it. Every one struggle only for money and nothing else. And they don’t know whether that money will be sufficient or not but still they go for that and they think its secure but no its not like that. Need not to be this life need to be like those songs which is filled with happiness and money. There should be never a problem of money in life. One who go for only money then ain't going to succeed in life. They will remain same one should go for dreams, and happiness which will remain for ever in life. And not money. It comes and goes we don’t know what the duration of it is. but happiness is life u don’t get any disease later and don’t have to spend more money on tablets and treatments…that’s y go for happiness and not money, life is too big make it short and lead every moment of it joyfully, I know that u will be wasting 20 yrs of life to think what to do. As I did it. but its not needed u can think it in school life and make way for u life to lead a happy life…I did it because I haven’t seen the outside world, doing engineering or doctor its not only way to lead happy life…u go school so every body wants u to be an Engineering or doc., but no. never do that mistake in life it need not to be. U have this big world to do lots of stuffs. But ever dream of things which is forced by others,others telling u that u will get lots of money doing those engineering and doc shit things…see what u can do. what will satisfy your happiness. Am not telling to do wrong things but go for things u can really do well. don’t think for other words listen to u and do the things, ”life is very simple if u think yourself and not others” people in this world whether they know about the things or not but still give weird suggestion…and they make sure u do only that., fight for it don’t care for those words think for u and do it, they themselves teach u things which u should not listen for others in primary class but after sometimes your parents go for peoples suggestion. This life is very simple if u have a way without speed brake’s …slow down your vehicle till u pass it…then u always have plane way to ride your life smoothly