Friday, March 18, 2011

My Dad's Scooter !

I don’t know clearly how it happens, but I kow it does. At times, I do wonder what’s happening and why. But all I know is that I like it a lot when it happens and it makes me feel good. Yes, that’s exactly how i feel when i get out of the dream. The one i see most of the times and which is closest to my heart.
Here i meet my dad, he has come home after a very long time. We all still live in the same house. Mom is a little upset with dad and asks him about his absence from home for so long and how much difficult it has been for her to face life all alone in his absence.
I feel so happy to see him back. I can feel a little change in him, his behaviour seems to have changed, but i don’t care; i am just happy that he has come back home.
I was sitting with him one evening and he sees his scooter which is in a very bad condition and asks me “what have u done to my scooter?” I apologise to him and tell him that i drive very rash and i like this scooter a lot but daddy don’t worry i have earned enough money and i will gift you a new scooter.
He sees me and smiles at me and tells me “No no! Don’t buy another scooter. Let’s buy a car for the whole family so we can all roam in 1 car.” I smile and give him a hug.
I so much miss you daddy even after 10 years of being away i still see you in my dreams and i miss you the same.
It’s always that i see my dad and the events are different but none the less what matters is i see him and he is fine somewhere. And yes most of the time, it’s like he keeps coming home after very long time and it feels good every time. And yes, sometimes i cry and sometimes it is a lot of fun.